update...

Well it's been awhile and alot has been going on. We ended up pregnant this last month. It came with excitement followed by a lot of fear. This past weekend I lost the baby at 7 weeks. The Dr said that it quit growing at 5 weeks. This makes 2 miscarriages in 4 months. It has been a really hard long journey these last few months. We have been talking and have decided that it's best if we take a break for awhile from the trying. We want a baby more than anything in the world but I just don't think that we can handle the disappointment again right now. So we are not going to try but not going to prevent either. We have decided to focus our attention on traveling and having fun together again. Not that we haven't had fun together, but we have realized that things have either been sad or scary for the last 7 months and we are just worn out emotionally.

So the first thing that we are going to do is take a vacation for our 3rd wedding anniversary. We are not sure yet where we are going but it will be wonderful to get away. We have also decided that if we are not pregnant by January we want to take a vacation to Ireland, we have been wanting to go there for a long time.